I should not be here, I mean writing on my blog and shit. However, I kind of missed writing and it kills me to know that it has been almost a year since I opened this blog. And well, I kind of realised something so big...

Touché really needs some re-vamping. And I mean it.

Maybe I should post my thoughts more often, update my readers - nonexistent or not - of my social life and such...of how I cope with my studies and of my rants about my current professor who seriously needs some beating from my teacher in high school (who I happened to learned to love the hard way meh).

Most of all, I think I'm considering making new codes for my blog's layout. Jesus Christ, I just realised how much I missed making codes and editing photos and even photography. Ugh, I think school work eats most of my time.

And speaking of school work, like I said, I should not have been here.

I have a long exam this Tuesday and God knows how I really want to have a high score to improve my grade. It is just the second exam but hey, I do not want to be delayed. I want to graduate on time and attend medical school with my friends. But curse you, hell. I think I've changed. I've lost my study habits and I realised that I hung out with friends more often - and quite longer actually, longer than my normal sleeping hours. I know it is unhealthy but in my defense, I think it is because I have been so pressured to attain something big since...well, not to brag but I think I am quite an achiever back in my high school and grade school days. Ugh. Thinking about these kind of shit frustrates me but who do I have to blame? I can only blame myself.

Well anyway, enough of it. I am such an optimistic person to even think of such things.

I just have to...smile and wave at every problem I encounter :)

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