So this is how it ends? Me liking him from afar, watching him flirt with those girls and hang out with a group of people I never belonged to?

This was not what I wanted. I never really liked you from the start. You were that cute guy I never would've thought of liking. Heck, I'd rather like your friends than like you. There was something about you that I never wanted in a guy. Being quite a chick boy? Maybe. Being someone who looks indecisive? Not quite. Bottomline is, I never wanted you to be a part of my A-list, my crush list. I really found it troublesome dealing with your kind.

So how is it that I find myself thinking about you lately? It's confusing me, annoying me. I want my inner self to kick you out of my mind. I can't deal with this shit anymore. And that shit is YOU.

Hope I never see you again.

You'd get me fucked up and I'll mess up my life.

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